Long time no post , decided to fuckin post today .
Nowadays , EVERYTHING changed , including me , frends , family , EVERYTHING .
I am starting to get all over-sensitive again , Frends also changed , family changed , I duno wad I fuckin do wrong , but bad things just keep happening to me .
When go out , everytime have the same problem of pangseh .
Maybe its just that I over-sensitive , but maybe its not ?
and family problems start to rush my way , money , care , all these .
I really don't know what made you act thsi way towards me .
We cleared this misunderstanding , but I think the problem is coming back .
Maybe is just that I am not fit to be ur frend ?
Or maybe I jus simply have too many bad points that might make you hate me .
I really don't know .
I really hope this could just stop . I am really afraid , really afraid .
I don't want to end up like that dog , I just want us to remain like wad we were last time .
Please ..