Today woke up at 6.50am , tot I was gonna be fuckin late ,
But in the end still got time to comb hair and idle in sch for a while .
Den took the mid-year chinese compo , was quite difficlut .
Den at recess , walk around search chiobu , and walked past JingWen , woohoo ! :DDD
Den after recess was chinese paper 2 , den the Dom keep push the chair , den made a loud shrieking noise , den keep make teacher annoyed :)
Den the chinese paper 2 is fuckin difficult , kept sweating .
Haiz , duno if will pass anot , maybe will fail bah , so scared to drop to Normal Acad .
I guess Term 3 nid to work hard le , or else ltr really drop to NA den jialat . :(
After sch , bus-ed back home wif Gene Heng , den met JingZhi .
He keep telling me how he get bullied by malay ppl .
I rilli pity him , he is just a boy who wants to study , but the malay ppl keep bully him .
How I wish I could help him , but I can't even help myself , much more help him .
Seriously thinking and starring at the ceiling every night , thinking of how to make myself useful and protect my friends and sister .
Seriously ,
WHY AM I SO USELESS ?!